Monday, June 04, 2007
All thanks to DOLLIE, I've got to blog and i can't sleep! Oh YES! i was so so busy with lots of childish, unsettle and disappointment stuff! The problem sound childish but it's serious. Enough of friends or lets say "godsis,godbro" got caught and was send to the home. It happen kinda long already. So friends, just beware and think twice before doing some childish but serious stuff can?! It sound so stupid. Why on earth would i have help you guys with problem? It really got me wondering. It's time to stop looking for trouble or even create trouble. Put it all into the bin. No more CHILDISHNESS! Even if trouble find us, look forward and ask them to stop being stupid. If they don't listen, they are lame ducks! And if you don't know what lame duck means, let me tell you what it means then. Lame duck means a person who is not successful and need to be help alot. And those stupid people who wants to look for trouble, you're a lame duck! Idiotic people. The next problem is that there are some CANTANKEROUS PEOPLE who keep looking for me. I had enough of all the argues. Totally rubbish and bullshit. I just can't stand you any more. Out of 4 person, why must you look for me? The other 3 are so much better. Wonder, wondering, wondered. Busy with all those stupid childish stuff and here comes the worse and not childish stuff. My parents are totally disappointed as said in my last post. Did i post? Hmms. Not to sure but yes, they are totally disappointed in me. Because of my results. They gave me all i needed but i didn't give them what was expected. It was totally not good. I dropped badly. And didn't even want to attend school or lessons. And even thinking of dropping this or that subject. Mummy told me that i CANNOT and NOT ALLOW to drop any subject. Sadness for me and kinda disappointed in myself for thinking of dropping the subject. After a few days, mummy came and told me this. "One day, you're gonna tell me that you want to drop out from school am i right to say that?" I really don't know what make her thinks that i wanna drop out from school. Seriously, i don't know what make her think that why. It isn't the first time saying that but it was the 2nd or 3rd time already. I kept thinking, have i tell her anything or ask her anything that make her think that way? I really have no idea about it. Till now, i'm still thinking. My prelims are coming and it means that my N'lvl is getting nearer and nearer. And i don't know what can i do. Studying doesn't seems to help because i can't even concentrate in my studies at all. Why why why?! I used to be fine but not this time. Wondering why! That is what i could remember. If i recall back the others, i'll blog it out. End of the problems!AND! I went to reborn my hair but after 2 days, i think it was soft born. Because, it starts to have alittle nature culr. But it was totally fine. Better then the past one. I think. =
I'm all about you!
I was shock when you asked me if i got blog or why never blog. Hmms. I was happy that you finally talking me me. But you treat me cold. It Hurts me. At first, i thought it wasn't you who tagged me but after asking you, you told me yes and i was happy too. You made me smile for awhile. To be true, you really can make me whole again. I'm still in love with you. Deeply. When will you talk to me. Cause i'm scared to talk to you. I'm afraid you will ignore me again. Didn't sms you as you didn't reply my last sms asking you if you tagged my blog on may28. ='(
At that time, my heart felt like it was bleeding. SIGH!
CHERYL LOVE YOU
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